Monday, September 7, 2009

T.T jay's leaving us

JAY!!!! DON'T GO!!! i can't believe he's quitting. i want to cry....damn i never thought i would go through this....what's gonna happen to 2pm!!!! don't leave us all behind. wat r u going to do!!!

just b/c a few people hate u is no comparison to the people that love u !!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 6, 2009

SO FAR

Leslie wants a job. when i went to denian's the lady was like, "do u still want the job?
and i did so i gave her my number but i haven't been contacted so i guess they dont need me...:(

and i'm pretty proud of my driving skills now. even if my parking hasn't improved at all....

school: haupt...bad teacher. nick's in my class :) yay. but no one else is...crap...that's bad. and the seats aren't really next to each other. they're in that column, seat and desk is one thing....furniture...blended together...

problem is: whenever i see him, i want to talk to him. normal stuff rite?
problem: i can't always talk to him when i want to
i dont really want to bother him when he's talking to his friends
and i can tell he still kinda likes ha-young too :P.

hmm damn darius's b-day is coming up...idk but i feel bad. not that i care about him that way. but he's still a friend. and i'm curious to know what's he's thinking or what happened. cuz i haven't called him for a whole month and he hasn't either. and now his birthday is coming up....im guessing he doesn't like me anymore....thats good but im still wondering.


it's like when someone tells them they like you. u start to obsess over it a little bit...like why does he like me? doeshe really like m? i can't believe he likes me!!

stuff like that

i would feel like a bi*** if i wrote happy b-day on his wall...

i dont like him but i kinda believed everything he said...and i feel a little betrayed now...cuz now it seems like verything he's said is a lie.

people i support to the end CL, Jaebeom, TOP...that's about it

stupid f(x) girls. they piss me off. they better not beat 2ne1
i especially don't like amber. she's like a guy. i understand that's wat she's aiming for...but there's a difference b/w being a guy and dressing like one/acting like one. i seriously thought she was a male

..the way Baby J is pronouncing variety is pissing me off too. she says "ver-I-ty"....that's wrong baby j. stupid rapper

Ant Couple!!! hwaiting!!

stupid antifans! stupid netizens!!!!! koreans are seriously a little too prideful in their coutnry...chihiro i kno u said this before. and i didnt mind but i see the cons of it now...stupid people.

i ahte MATH HW!!!

hmm wilson seems a little hyper...he also has a loud voice...one that projects very well...lol

umm sher seems ok so far. u kno typical blond lady...she wore a pink top and white pants on the first day...i already knew wat she was gonna be like...let's just hope she doesnt turn out bitchy

bean is nice. i heard bean, hagan, and mahoney are nice teachers...already knew that hagan and mahoney were nice but bean's funny too

now wats next o rite science
compton...she's...normal i guess for an old lady. not as good as offner. but watever. her hw didnt make any sense tho.

woodward...i dont like her...she seems really manly and brusque...ugh not looking forward to spanish class

i feel bad for whoever's haupt's daughter. cuz 1. her mom teaches at lhs 2. her mom's a bad teacher

seok hyun is so cute. he's so adorable. and in the i got an uncle ep he liked harin but harin liked jaebeom. so they asked her who do u want to sleep with and she said "jaebeom oppa" and seok hyun said harin. but he didnt hear wat she said
so he asked her and she said only jaebeom oppa. lol. and then he said let's break up
seok hyun and harin r like 7 so don't worry about it being weird

i laughed so hard and i had no idea wat they were saying...then i found out wat they wre saying and laughed even harder

saranghae niyuda! 재범

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Hmm

Well i know none of my friends are following this...maybe because i didn't tell anyone...well anyways

been pretty obsessed with jaebeom lately....it's kinda a minus that top was in japan for the majority of the summer...grrr

but GD came back O.O yay!!!

and not that i like guys who look like girls. im not attracted to them. but seriously i look at them and think, 'wow that guy is so beautiful. i want to smack a wig on top of his head and see what happens'

basically general curiosity and overall appreciation :) thats for u key of shinee

ill just hav to say this but. I love jaebeom of 2pm. He has a great body, nice abs, a wonderful singing voice, and a sense of humor i can appreciate no matter how many people call him a perv. I even admire him for all the weird and awkward comments he makes or when he starts acting like a kid and plays around with the other 2pm members. I really thank JYP for having Wild Bunny. It has helped me see more of Jaebeom :).

well that's really it for now

i really want my driver's license...but i have yet to take driver's ed... :)

school has started which kinda sucks. and im supposed to start teaching at the winchester chinese school and be a coach for ccmaa performance teammm ahhhh

it's really sad that ryan's gone from kungfu now. wats even sadder is that alan and darcy are gone. the fact that alan came home and spent time with me is wat made the departure more depressing. i cried after he left :(. i went to his room around 5:30 and just stayed there until 6 when he left...that is definitely sad

actually maybe i can send sth to alan who can send it to Jaebeom for his b-day :D

need to start planning hmm...ill buy all the mango u want jaebeom seriously XD april 25 come sooner!!!!
top's b-day's in november so i can't forget that either....

GOT TO FIND A JOB!!!!!
gonna go to the center tomorrow and check it out..
also start preparing for SATs....aughhhh

start looking at colleges also

Friday, July 17, 2009

Hot Guys

I'm just making a note of the guys I currently think are hot/cute/adorable.

Gong Yoo
TOP
Taeyang
GD
Donghae
Siwon
Jaebum
Key (SHINee)
Ryeowook
Taemin
Bi Rain
Minho
Onew
Jonghyun
Woo Sung Hyun
Mickey Yoochun
Mike He
Roy Qiu

ill add more later